It's over. It's done. 10 or so years of waiting when i can finally win in something--- and something i love dearly--- then you break something that could very well break your dreams.
It happened right in the middle of the night when i least expected it to happen. Quick realization: i NEVER EVER expected it to happen. Suddenly--- out of thin air, right off the magician's hat--- it just fucking happened.
i woke up last Sunday with a sprained ankle. And i don't freaking know how it happened. i have a few theories: a) playing with a mild sprain gameday-in-and-out, maybe it finally fell off--- it, meaning the tendons or whatever that supports the joint/s of this uncooperative right foot. b) that i somehow slipped somewhere on Saturday night and because i was so tired i completely neglected the pain before going to sleep or c) that karma is a bitch and it fucks you around at the worst possible time.
The first theory holds the more probable truth but the final one holds the other two theories. But whatever reason, it happened and here i am rolling a Gatorade (Ha! The irony!) with the sole of the injured foot.
Sprained ankles are more than normal. A sprained ankle 2 days before the first game of your office basketball league... Well, it's more than unfortunate--- it's the penultimate day before doomsday, it's one way street going to the end of the world.
What to do with it? The past couple of days, it's not just the ankle you are struggling with. Your confidence shattered because of the (paranoia) realization that you are never going to be a part of a winning team. A dream cursed by a series (or even just ONE) of events that will never let you realize that dream.
What i did with it? Let's talk about the ankle first, that's the easy part. Confidence and dreams to follow. Omega pain killer. Mefenamic Acid. Celebrex. Gatorade-rolls. Elevated the foot before going to sleep so the flow of blood should be going to the heart (Googled that one). More Omega pain killer More mefenamic. More celebrex. And lots and lots of Gatorade-rolls.
It feels better compared to last Sunday and early Monday--- but it's not full healed. The good news and the bad news. But times like this? i will take any news.
What about confidence and dreams? Hmmmm. i don't know. i really don't know. The only way of getting back that confidence is playing again. And if that costs playing through pain... So be it. Dreams? It's always there and you can do nothing about it but chase it and chase it and chase it... So, so be it.
Tomorrow night will be game two of the best-of-three series. And it could be our clincher (My team, White, won the first one via the slimmest of margins)... Meaning, i will effing play.
Send in the clowns, call in all the basketball gods. i have tapes, long long tapes. i will have Gatorade, lots and lots of it (not to roll but to gulp in the first quarter, even if i am on the bench, then another in the second then a couple of others for the final half) i might play for 20 minutes or 2 minutes i don't fucking care. And we will win the championship because that is what good players do. i did my part in this run and will continue to do so by playing whatever role i will have by gametime. We will win the title because i have even better teammates that will want to prove that this is the best team in our own little basketball world at the office.
Will it hurt the ankle? Sure it will.
Karma, Destiny or whatever you call yourself these days, you can break my ankle, you can shatter my confidence but you will never (NEVER) take this dream away from me.
(Watch out for my next post entitled Pain and Stupidity.)
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
PCC Sweet Sixteen: CSJL vs SSCR/JRU vs FEU
Earlier, the Knights had litttle trouble with the Baycats from Cavite and it showed in the final score: Letran 85, San Sebastian 70.
Now, after watching a slew of Sweet Sixteen games earlier this week then comparing it to the early energy and play of the Tamaraws and Bombers there's only one thing to conclude: Good games are made by good match-ups of good teams. No offense to the likes of the Dragons, Stallions, Pirates and the likes but at this level only the real good programs will have a chance to advance (save an upset miracle or two, say every other year)... Both FEU and JRU are showing that right now in the first quarter of the final round of 16 match-up. FEU holds the early lead though, a 12-point bubble with under 4 minutes to go..
Blame the rather big lead on FEU's better shooting--- JRU just can't make the easy ones. Both teams however are challenging every single shot and defense is already the premium in the first 12 minutes... i smell a JRU run in the 3rd, all for a close affair by crunch time.. We will see...
24-9. End of 1st. FEU leads.
Cagoco opens the scoring in the 2nd quarter... Cuts the lead down to 12 points... And just when they wer making a run, Bombers coach Ariel Vanguardia gets called for a pair of technical fouls! Some gentlemen behind the JRU bench (if i am near their spot, i will take a picture of them) actually threw a plastic bottle! Talk of class!
Back to the game... Bombers cut the lead to single digits once again but Barracael responds from the other end.. Pushes the lead back to double digits, 40-29.
After Sena hit a jumper in an earlier play, he's at the line for two freebies. And makes both. If the Bombers want a comeback they will have to do it via Sena in the 2nd and the 3rd.. Nocom hits a long 2 (stepping on the line) to cut the lead to 7 points.... However, Barracael responds once again. This time with a threee. Back to double digits lead for the Tamaraws, 43-33.
And that's the score for the half.
Now, after watching a slew of Sweet Sixteen games earlier this week then comparing it to the early energy and play of the Tamaraws and Bombers there's only one thing to conclude: Good games are made by good match-ups of good teams. No offense to the likes of the Dragons, Stallions, Pirates and the likes but at this level only the real good programs will have a chance to advance (save an upset miracle or two, say every other year)... Both FEU and JRU are showing that right now in the first quarter of the final round of 16 match-up. FEU holds the early lead though, a 12-point bubble with under 4 minutes to go..
Blame the rather big lead on FEU's better shooting--- JRU just can't make the easy ones. Both teams however are challenging every single shot and defense is already the premium in the first 12 minutes... i smell a JRU run in the 3rd, all for a close affair by crunch time.. We will see...
24-9. End of 1st. FEU leads.
Cagoco opens the scoring in the 2nd quarter... Cuts the lead down to 12 points... And just when they wer making a run, Bombers coach Ariel Vanguardia gets called for a pair of technical fouls! Some gentlemen behind the JRU bench (if i am near their spot, i will take a picture of them) actually threw a plastic bottle! Talk of class!
Back to the game... Bombers cut the lead to single digits once again but Barracael responds from the other end.. Pushes the lead back to double digits, 40-29.
After Sena hit a jumper in an earlier play, he's at the line for two freebies. And makes both. If the Bombers want a comeback they will have to do it via Sena in the 2nd and the 3rd.. Nocom hits a long 2 (stepping on the line) to cut the lead to 7 points.... However, Barracael responds once again. This time with a threee. Back to double digits lead for the Tamaraws, 43-33.
And that's the score for the half.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
PCC Sweet Sixteen: MIT vs. MLQU/DLSU vs. USC
First game: Cardinals vs. Stallions
The Mapua Institute of Technology Cardinals had trouble early on against the Manuel L. Quezon University Stallions before taking control in the 3rd quarter and eventually winning the game therefore taking the 3rd Elite Eight spot where they will meet the
Second game: Green Archers vs. Warriors
USC came out of the gates with defensive intensity, choosing for a half court press but La Salle slowly came back (Maierhofer and Casio DID not start the game)--- the last one a power slam by Rico off an assist from JV. End of first quarter, 17-10 in favor of the Archers.
Sidenote: #13 from USC had a break away layup.. Stared off PJ Walsham and shows a little bit of the tongue (a little jordanesque so to speak)... and misses the lay-up.. Walsham returns the favor (a wider smile and tongue) as the Archer got the rebound.
And then, Smartbro died on me... Which brings me to the final score: 71-51. Picture paints a thousand words even in basketball games so i might as well post the available images in a bit... (Uploading from S'BRO is slower than Gregory Slaughter--- ok, i hope that is an absolute wrong statement because i want him used in our future national team.)
The Mapua Institute of Technology Cardinals had trouble early on against the Manuel L. Quezon University Stallions before taking control in the 3rd quarter and eventually winning the game therefore taking the 3rd Elite Eight spot where they will meet the
Second game: Green Archers vs. Warriors
USC came out of the gates with defensive intensity, choosing for a half court press but La Salle slowly came back (Maierhofer and Casio DID not start the game)--- the last one a power slam by Rico off an assist from JV. End of first quarter, 17-10 in favor of the Archers.
Sidenote: #13 from USC had a break away layup.. Stared off PJ Walsham and shows a little bit of the tongue (a little jordanesque so to speak)... and misses the lay-up.. Walsham returns the favor (a wider smile and tongue) as the Archer got the rebound.
And then, Smartbro died on me... Which brings me to the final score: 71-51. Picture paints a thousand words even in basketball games so i might as well post the available images in a bit... (Uploading from S'BRO is slower than Gregory Slaughter--- ok, i hope that is an absolute wrong statement because i want him used in our future national team.)
Monday, November 24, 2008
PCC SWEET SIXTEEN: Lyceum vs. Ateneo play by play
1st Quarter
Abaya for the first shot off the game misses point blank… Ateneo for a quick basket at the other end but a steal by #11…
Back to back defensive gem by Lyceum to start the game
Lyceum-Ateneo
3-0 - #11 converts on a three point basket
3-2 – Al Hussaini converts from the midrange
6-2 – Joseph Abaya pulls up from the three
6-5 Kirk Long answers a three
8-5 - #18 for theshort jumper. Nice range for the bulky bigman
8-7 – Rabah answers (Assist: long)
8-8 (Long converts 1-2 on FTs)
8-10 Ateneo starting to press converts on a fastbreak
8-12 Salamat on a press of his own gets the steal, and the fastbreak layup (fouled)
8-13 – Salamat convertes on the And 1
8-15 Salva with the nice hang time conversion on the baseline
10-15 #17 converts off an offensive board
12-15 nice assist by #20 to their “big” guy
14-15 yet another nice assist on the fastbreak by #20 to cut the lead to a single point
ATENEO LEADS 15-14 after the end of first quarter.
First quarter thoughts: Ateneo is not playing like the Blue Eagles at all, while Lyceum is gaining confidence by the minute. Ateneo has to continue to press and pressure the Pirates’ wings or can be a close game.
Ateneo-Lyceum
18-14 - Escueta makes three
19-14 FT conversion by Salva
21-14 Off a nice pass-fake athen hangtime….
23-14 Salva on the break for another highfly act. Not bad for a rookie.
23-15 Ong makes FT (1/2)
24-15 Sumalinog makes FT (1/2)
24-17 ‘#6 offensive rebound and putback
24-19 Abaya off lyceum steal on the break
27-19 Austria 3 points
27-20 #11 makes FT (1/2)
27-22 #6Santiago on the break… fouled! (misses bonus)
27-24 Abaya misses on the layup but Santiago with the put back
29-24 Salva converts off an assist from Rabah
29-25 lyeum FT
32-25 Reyes 3 points
32-27 Abaya 2 points
END OF 2nd QUARTER: ATENEO 32, LYCEUM 27
3rd quarter
32-29 Abaya lay up (challenges Al HUssaini)
32-32 #11 with the three for the tie
34-32 – Rabah putbacl
34-34 fade away jumper by Abaya
37-34 Reyes three
37-37 Santiago three
39-37 Salamat hides the ball (midair) makes shot
41-37 Rabah easy basket on the 3-1 break
43-37 Bankshot (ho hum) by Rabah
45-37 Baclao off a steal, makes basket and got hacked
47-37
49-37 Raban off a spins makes semihook
51-37 Salamat spins, fakes and makes shot
51-39 Lyceum makes layup
53-39 Rabah slams on the break
END OF 3RD: ATENEO 53, LYCEUM 39
4th
53-41 Ong lay up on the break (assist: abaya)
55-41 Ateneo converts on technical free throw (Unsportsmanlike foul)
55-43 Lyceum converts FT (2/2)
55-44 Lyceum converts technical FT (1/2) Unsportsmanlike foul
55-45 Lyceum FT
58-45 Reyes three points
58-48 Abaya three points
60-48 Rabeh crashes on three people. Fouled. Makes two free throw (just too big for the Pirates)
63-48 Somewhere an Ateneo three was made
65-48 Salamat steal. Salamat soars. Salamat scores.
68-48 Salamat.see above.
68-50 A Pirate scored (now bit boring because of the blowout )
70-50 Salamat dishes this time,
70-52 lYceum offensive rebound
70-54 lyceum easy two on the break. Eagles are relaxing on both ends now
73-54 That said. Salamat makes an easy-looking three
73-56 Abaya has the stroke. But doesn’t have much height for the 2 spot
75-56
77-56 Austria power (and too slow) underneath for 2
FINAL SCORE: ATENEO 77, LYCEUM 56
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
There can be only one! (Updated game schedule)
Knockout pairings set! Here's the latest schedule, barring any changes it's going to be at the San Juan Arena (where else, in San Juan) with the exception of an Elite Eight day (Nov 30) at the new Ynares Sports Arena in Pasig.
That said, the next couple of weeks will be obviously very busy for myself and the team. Adding insult to that injury is the fact that i will be the game prod for this weekend's URCC, which means that the long two-week busy schedule actually begins with a long weekend.
Am i whining? Probably. But heck, we've seen worse days during the Desk times and well the Olympics was something else... But then these are high times for a total basketball addict. Imagine this (ideal day) option (Meaning if you were jobless, at the comforts of your home and you have BTV):
8 am - Breakfast + NBA game (if it's East games)
11:30 am - Lunch + NBA game (if it's West games, and you can sleep past 10.)
2:00 pm - Snack + PCC or PBL game
5:00 pm - Snack 2 + PBA game
7:00 pm - Dinner + PBA game
10:00 pm - BEER + Replays or delayed telecast of any games for that day!
(i haven't mentioned the fact that somewhere in between you can plug that old PlayStation 2 and play NBA Live or 2K, or be online just to check the boxscores for fantasy purposes)
So there, sometimes you wish they fire you or something. Or maybe not.(Because how do you pay for the cable, breakfast, lunch, snack 1, snack 2, dinner and beer?)
That said, the next couple of weeks will be obviously very busy for myself and the team. Adding insult to that injury is the fact that i will be the game prod for this weekend's URCC, which means that the long two-week busy schedule actually begins with a long weekend.
Am i whining? Probably. But heck, we've seen worse days during the Desk times and well the Olympics was something else... But then these are high times for a total basketball addict. Imagine this (ideal day) option (Meaning if you were jobless, at the comforts of your home and you have BTV):8 am - Breakfast + NBA game (if it's East games)
11:30 am - Lunch + NBA game (if it's West games, and you can sleep past 10.)
2:00 pm - Snack + PCC or PBL game
5:00 pm - Snack 2 + PBA game
7:00 pm - Dinner + PBA game
10:00 pm - BEER + Replays or delayed telecast of any games for that day!
(i haven't mentioned the fact that somewhere in between you can plug that old PlayStation 2 and play NBA Live or 2K, or be online just to check the boxscores for fantasy purposes)
So there, sometimes you wish they fire you or something. Or maybe not.(Because how do you pay for the cable, breakfast, lunch, snack 1, snack 2, dinner and beer?)
Monday, November 17, 2008
What's on One U (Nov. 18, 2008)
Exactly a week to go before the 2008 Philippine Collegiate Championships Sweet Sixteen and the hype machine is working. Not really a fearless forecast but this year's edition of the country's champions league promises to be the most exciting since its initial inception in 2002.
For One U's episode tomorrow, Mico, Krissy and the rest of the guys will be discussing what happened in the Visayas and Mindanao Zonals--- the latter offering the highlight of the week! An unfortunate, ill-advised incident between the Ateneo de Zamboanga 'Blue Eagles' and Xavier University Crusaders (Ateneo de Cagayan) for some Jesuit-flavored, "men for others" (In tagalog, bigayan on the hardwood) brawl! Will be posting the some pictures (or video, if i have time) as soon as they are available from editing... If i can't, don't fret because you can watch the entirety in tomorrow's One U!
PCC Sweet Sixteen is indeed around the corner and One U will be slicing and dicing the match-ups... Early schedule released earlier today by the way: Ateneo de Manila faces Lyceum and San Beda takes on one of Cebu's finest, University of San Jose-Recoletos on opening day. The first one will probably be a blowout (take offense, Pirates because i see you stand NO chance because Ateneo apparently is sending the champion team. We will see.) but the other game might just be a close affair since those Cebuanos take serious pride in their basketball programs.
In other segments, Honor Roll gives credit to the Zonal heroes including Fajardo of University of Cebu, Daroya of Arellano University, Justiniani of USJR among others... Plus a scouting report on a certain rookie Knight.
ONE U, 6:30PM on CS/9 and 7:00PM on BTV!
For One U's episode tomorrow, Mico, Krissy and the rest of the guys will be discussing what happened in the Visayas and Mindanao Zonals--- the latter offering the highlight of the week! An unfortunate, ill-advised incident between the Ateneo de Zamboanga 'Blue Eagles' and Xavier University Crusaders (Ateneo de Cagayan) for some Jesuit-flavored, "men for others" (In tagalog, bigayan on the hardwood) brawl! Will be posting the some pictures (or video, if i have time) as soon as they are available from editing... If i can't, don't fret because you can watch the entirety in tomorrow's One U!
PCC Sweet Sixteen is indeed around the corner and One U will be slicing and dicing the match-ups... Early schedule released earlier today by the way: Ateneo de Manila faces Lyceum and San Beda takes on one of Cebu's finest, University of San Jose-Recoletos on opening day. The first one will probably be a blowout (take offense, Pirates because i see you stand NO chance because Ateneo apparently is sending the champion team. We will see.) but the other game might just be a close affair since those Cebuanos take serious pride in their basketball programs.
In other segments, Honor Roll gives credit to the Zonal heroes including Fajardo of University of Cebu, Daroya of Arellano University, Justiniani of USJR among others... Plus a scouting report on a certain rookie Knight.
ONE U, 6:30PM on CS/9 and 7:00PM on BTV!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
PCC Schedule
Been a while since i have written anything. Don't ask why. A few (more or less) people have been asking me for the schedule for the PCC Sweet Sixteen. As anything else on TV, everything is subject to change without prior notice (and come to think of it that not only applies to TV schedule...) i finally got a copy and will be posted below. i will have edit it though again as there are no teams assigned yet to which of which dates they will be playing as the Zone 4 (Mindanao) championships get underway this weekend in Cagayan de Oro. 
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Fantasy fever begins! (Really now)
Last year, i lucked out on a couple of fantasy basketball tournament winning two leagues (both head-to-head leagues) by virtue of persistence ang general knowledge of the game (It takes skill, but i have yet to use that in number one, league trades, as most are iffy to deal with me and number two, i always have an issue or two with my draft picks) So anyway, here we go again with another year of the the most addictive game in the world--- fantasy sports, or specifically fantasy NBA!
There's a play by play for the games, and here's a play by play for one of my leagues (Center for Sportscasting or CSC league):
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Sir Noel Z just announced the draft order (via YM)... and i pick last. Good that we use the snake format meaning, i get to pick first in the second round and that is on an alternating basis all througout..
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First round. Somebody picked Dwight Howard as the 3rd over all pick... i think that was too high (or was i hoping that drop to the 17th?)
10th pick and already 9 out 10 in my priority list is gone. This is going to be interesting. The somebody picks TMac as the 10th pick! Go figure! This is going to be interesting!
My turn: i pick Al Jefferson (MIN) and Kevin Martin (SAC) for my first two picks... Hoping that this Kevin Martin pick works this year--- all because i am 3 of 3 in my leagues for KMART so far...
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Second and Third round. Thinking if i should get a big, which is my strategy the last couple of years or so but has not worked in roto leagues... Danny Granger just got autopicked. i say, the autopick of the year (so far) and if that manager wins this league, i will remember this day...
Middle third and Steveee Nash still available? Hmmmmm.
Oh fuck just as i typed that the Canadian is picked...
Second round is over: Around 10 players still on the top of my priority list... Not bad, maybe i can still get the player i really want..
Third round.. Except for Greg Oden going early, no surprises yet...
For the second back to back of the day, i selected Andres Biedrins and Mike Dunleavy... Ouch. i knew i wasn't getting Biedrins late in the 5th... Risky picks but may payoff...
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Fifth round. Somebody got Shaq. There goes my Plan D.
... i still need a point guard. i'd be making back to back points, just to make a point! We will see in 10 minutes... Shoot, Andre Miller, Rajon Rondo and TJ Ford, gone.... Change of plans: as all the points i wanted were taken i took another pair of wings..
Luol Deng and Richard Jefferson...
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7thto final rounds... 7th pick is Beno Udrih and 8th is (another) risk Derrick Rose.. 9th pick i went with Orlando's new starting shooting guard Mikael Pietrus and then at 10th, Zaza Pachulia...
3 bench spots to fill: looking for a couple of (shotblocking) bigmen and another point would do...
2 bigs for the 11th and penultimate pick... Rasho Nesterovic and Brandon Bass...
All in all i am weak at the point guard spot but i think i will compete we will see.
FINAL ROSTER UPDATE:
PG – Beno Udrih
SG – Kevin Martin
G – Derrick Rose
SF – Mike Dunleavy
PF - Zaza Pachulia
F – Luol Deng
C – Al Jefferson
C - Andres Biedrins
Util – Richard Jefferson
Util - Mikael Pietrus
BN – Brandon Bass
BN – Rasho Nesterovic
BN - Marco Bellinelli
There's a play by play for the games, and here's a play by play for one of my leagues (Center for Sportscasting or CSC league):
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Sir Noel Z just announced the draft order (via YM)... and i pick last. Good that we use the snake format meaning, i get to pick first in the second round and that is on an alternating basis all througout..
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First round. Somebody picked Dwight Howard as the 3rd over all pick... i think that was too high (or was i hoping that drop to the 17th?)
10th pick and already 9 out 10 in my priority list is gone. This is going to be interesting. The somebody picks TMac as the 10th pick! Go figure! This is going to be interesting!
My turn: i pick Al Jefferson (MIN) and Kevin Martin (SAC) for my first two picks... Hoping that this Kevin Martin pick works this year--- all because i am 3 of 3 in my leagues for KMART so far...
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Second and Third round. Thinking if i should get a big, which is my strategy the last couple of years or so but has not worked in roto leagues... Danny Granger just got autopicked. i say, the autopick of the year (so far) and if that manager wins this league, i will remember this day...
Middle third and Steveee Nash still available? Hmmmmm.
Oh fuck just as i typed that the Canadian is picked...
Second round is over: Around 10 players still on the top of my priority list... Not bad, maybe i can still get the player i really want..
Third round.. Except for Greg Oden going early, no surprises yet...
For the second back to back of the day, i selected Andres Biedrins and Mike Dunleavy... Ouch. i knew i wasn't getting Biedrins late in the 5th... Risky picks but may payoff...
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Fifth round. Somebody got Shaq. There goes my Plan D.
... i still need a point guard. i'd be making back to back points, just to make a point! We will see in 10 minutes... Shoot, Andre Miller, Rajon Rondo and TJ Ford, gone.... Change of plans: as all the points i wanted were taken i took another pair of wings..
Luol Deng and Richard Jefferson...
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7thto final rounds... 7th pick is Beno Udrih and 8th is (another) risk Derrick Rose.. 9th pick i went with Orlando's new starting shooting guard Mikael Pietrus and then at 10th, Zaza Pachulia...
3 bench spots to fill: looking for a couple of (shotblocking) bigmen and another point would do...
2 bigs for the 11th and penultimate pick... Rasho Nesterovic and Brandon Bass...
All in all i am weak at the point guard spot but i think i will compete we will see.
FINAL ROSTER UPDATE:
PG – Beno Udrih
SG – Kevin Martin
G – Derrick Rose
SF – Mike Dunleavy
PF - Zaza Pachulia
F – Luol Deng
C – Al Jefferson
C - Andres Biedrins
Util – Richard Jefferson
Util - Mikael Pietrus
BN – Brandon Bass
BN – Rasho Nesterovic
BN - Marco Bellinelli
Friday, October 17, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
55 is ALIVE
Office league is about to start. i'd be searching for Jason Williams videos over You Tube as part of the pregame rituals. Got me thinking, why not just post everything (most) i find here in my blog so. Greatest point guard ever. Biased and bias, so what? Enjoy the videos because i did and influenced me in every way (inside and outside the playing court.)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
What's on ONE U (October 14, 2008)
CESAFI Finals highlights, scouting report on a Cebuano, Honor Roll cebu-flavored, highlights from the PCC Region 2 Finals and many more!
(This is called a lazy-ass post as well)
(This is called a lazy-ass post as well)
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Confesssions and Realizations
1.) Insecurity is a bitch that fucks you around at the lowest point in your life. No. She doesn't even wait to fuck you around at that time, because she controls time itself. Lowest, or highest, she doesn't fucking care.
At the end of the day, she leaves you hanging (You assume it was her who was hanging) in your single-sized bed. Tired, wasted and wasted and tired.
2.) People do what they do. No matter what. No matter what happens. It's just people. They are what they are and you can do nothing about it.
3.) Honesty is very honest. Confessions and realizations can lead you to places. Hopefully, happy places. But at the end of the day, even honesty, and confessions and realizations will lead you back to yourself: which leads you to item number one.
Damn it. All i want is fucking sleep.
At the end of the day, she leaves you hanging (You assume it was her who was hanging) in your single-sized bed. Tired, wasted and wasted and tired.
2.) People do what they do. No matter what. No matter what happens. It's just people. They are what they are and you can do nothing about it.
3.) Honesty is very honest. Confessions and realizations can lead you to places. Hopefully, happy places. But at the end of the day, even honesty, and confessions and realizations will lead you back to yourself: which leads you to item number one.
Damn it. All i want is fucking sleep.
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